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Hello World! ;)
Dehh...Its been a while seen I've updated my blog...
Aiyahh~Busy bha...(kononnye la)
Hmmm...Ada larh 2 3 sebab tue coz tak update blog
Nak tahu tak?
Bhaaa...
My last post was about A FEW MONTHS AGO.

sO I'll update and pick up where I left off.
After the Easter Camp(which I wasn't able to attend)
I had a job actually
Yerr larhh A JOB ..Kerja...
(Mum seriously let me kerja daripada tanam lemak kat rumah)
ahaaa...
I got a job at Mr.Ho's Fine Food
as a CASHIER! haha
TRESURER larh
Best gak kerja..
My first real job with high income.
I enjoyed working there.
and made lots of new friends.
PHILIPPINO friends.
All of the workers at Mr.Ho are all Philippines.



Counter tempat aku menghabiskan masa





Anne,Myself and Micheal B.

Anne,Myself and Physche

Meet our Bangladesh freN -Kuya Manny-








I was transfered to Marry Brown Miri Branch
at Parkson Bintang Megamall
My boss ask me to work there for the grand opening bha
as a CASHIER.
Huh first time kerja FAST FOOD.
PENAT GILA!!
NON STOP...Duduk pun x bole..
ahaa..
Two weeks after that I transfered back to Mr.Ho.

Work Mates Bryan & Ferdaus- After Work

Begini lah kesibukan di counter MB.


Burger buatan sendiri~

Ritchie~Burger and Nasi Station

Marry Brown Mascot~Chipmunk!!

With The Managers
Myself,Miss Ami,Ingrid,Mr.Danny



Rudy and I after work..Letihh!

Melvin and I transfered from Mr.Ho to MB

Closing hour~Ingrid and Ferdaus


I work there sekejap jak..
Huuu~ 3 months only then I resign in June.
Miss my Friends at Mr. HO ;'(


The reason's why I resign....
Want to CONTINUE STUDY larhh
Akaaiii...
Kerja2x I felt like want to study pulak
Waited for my Politeknik intake result
....DUKACITA...
Bodoh dehh~
Then I click larh the butang RAYU
cuba nasib...
I applied for lots of Institution...
Then last2x I made my choice to go to
Cybernetics International College of Technology
(UPM KTAC)
Ahaa~
In Cheras, Kuala Lumpur.
My intake was on the 4th of July.
Ngeeee~

Easter Camp and Miri Rock City Charity Gigs

Today, the Easter Camp for Miri Diociese.
Has officially start.
Hurmm~ the sad thing is I won't be able to join this yeat.
I though I was but, yahh,coz of my new job.
Im working full time diz week and no offs.
So obviously I can't go. Only my lil Sis Abigail is going.
Its my first day of work, and I can't just simply minta cuti.
I'm sure Gods understands.
Coz he gave me a great job ;))
Im really devastated oso that I can go. But, i noe there's a reason.

Anyway, To all my lalinks.
Lalinks
Diana, Ingrid, Brandan, Mathias
I know I promised you guys I'd join.
Im truly sorry....Hurm Thanks for understanding alot u guys.
Espiacially Brandan and ingrid for understanding ;))

I'm told tat Lalink Lolo oso not goin coz she going to Sabah.
Hahaha... Have fun dear ;)
Bring me ole2x ok if balik ouhh..har3x... xD

So, its Happy Becoming Easter to EVRY ONE.




Meanwhile, there's another event coming up tommorow.






Dianjurkan oleh Miri Artclick Community dengan sokongan Kamek Design, Art Tragedy, Merparti dan Rock My Tune. Bertempat di Dewan Suarah Miri pada 10 April 2009, 7:30 malam sehingga tamat. Gig ini menampilkan United Kid Of Oi, dan 10 band tempatan dari Miri, Bintulu dan Kuching.



Untuk maklumat lanjut,

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I may choose or may not choose to go.
I'll think bout it. Coz Im working from morning till evening.
If sempat,I'll go.
Coz my Dalink and his band is going to be one of the twelve bands performing ;))

The name if the band is Love In Shadow Romance
Support Them ok !!
Hope they do their best tomoro at the concert.
And all the best to them =]
Its a charity concert ooO,so sesiapa yg berminat.
Never mind giving out ur RM12 for tomorrow night la keyh ...
heeeeeeeee~



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When Man Best Friends is Sick

Trinian, my pet dog is sick.
And yeah, as u may know I'm very up sad bout it.
She has been sick for at least a month now.
First it was a lump growing under her feet.
We consult a doctor a vet to be specific,and it seems to be a cancer.
The lump its a cancer.
Uhhh, so it has to be treated using chemo therapy.
NO KIDDING!! She undergo three trials of Chemo sessions already.
Last few days was her last Chemo therapy.
But!! after one problem solved, came another problem..
Alwez like that one.

Bruises on her leg getting worst as you can see

Now her leg..some where around her ankle..its swelling and brusing.
Well,it is due to her white blood cell is dying.(Thats wat the doctor told me tdi lah)
Her immunity is very weak,and she most likely gets infected to anything VERY EASILY.
So, thats why her leg is welling and bruising.
Her good cells is dying and it can't repair her bruises.
So you see, I'm very sad now. worried oso.
Even she's just a dog,an animal...
But I love Trinian.She has become a part of the family.

The Staff of Angel Pet Centre coming to take Trinian

She was hospitalized this morning.
The Vet came to our house and check on her.
As the doctor explained to me and my mum.
What to do and not to do.
Her bruises is very fragile and it needs dressing every day!!
So me and my mum have to be there for her always.
Even jalan pun x boleh lama. Takut bah tggal her sorg2x.

Ouhh,so she was taken too Angel's Pet Centre some where in Bumiko Area.


Mum pack her stuff to bring along,including her chews bones...
Anything that makes her feel like home while at the pet center.


I did her basket for her,and pack along her fav soft toy.
Really sedih la me tadi.Mum even cried. WowuOooo...
But its for the best. She needs special treatment.
And over there the vets can look after her more.

Dunno how long she will be there though.........................
Sad me arhhHhh!! So devastated now!! =[
Can Imagine how sad and worried I am though.
Just hopes she gets better SOON.




Meanwhile...Today our car even broke down!!
Damn car won't start again!! the Batt flat!!
Last time it was the black car yg flat!
Now,this car!! Buat hal betoll jak!!
Was about to go my skOol to met my Teacher and my Dalink.
[ ..Sorry Dalink.. ]
Coz have something important to do.
Dah masuk kreta and all...Start cannot.
Shit!! Dah la mood mmg x bagus. Tambah gik kreta polah hal.
Damn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BencikkkK!!

Org yg di panggil for jump the car pun took AGES to arrive!!
Luckly I can control my anger....ArghHhh!!
StuPiddd tol today!!




Then later tat evening.I on9 for a while.
Chated with Job DeeR. He make me lega skit.
make me laugh...even though he x tahu I was susah hati.
But ,he bare with me.heeeeeeeeee~ Gave me big smile =]
Anyway, Job oso baru jak di hospitalized.
Haiya, tue lah.... Did't took care of his health.
Sampai Pengsan and check in the hospital over night.
Tecian my dEEr nie.
It lasted for a while though. Then I had to go visit my dog at Angel's Pet Centre.
HurmmmmmM..see him there..make me sedih again.

So if anyone is asking me is my day OK?
MY DAY IS NOT OK!!!!! Get it?!
Be nice! Be understanding!

Haiyaaaaaaa.........
I Pray May Trinian GET WELL SOON.COME HOME SOON.

LoVEs ..MiSS ..my doogie Trinian Nui...
;"(

Want her to be sihat like before.
Like this ............!!

SIGH**&AWAY.
060409.7.47PM.

APRIL FOOLS DAY




I'm Terrified!! (0_o)

I got pranked by my dEEr fren Job early in the morning.
The moment I woke up!! ArghhhH!!
Then he told me... It was April Fools day.
I totally forget it was April Fools day.
Hahaha... Thanks to Job for the early morning pranks.
Heeeeeeeee~ He's really god at pranking pepel.
Num 1 prankers! haha
So... a few hours after that Richie tried to prank me.
Haha... BlekkkkkkkKKK!!! He used the same prank Job used.
Mana x kantoi.Apa larr groom!
Sugguh tdk berjaya...haha.But I did prank him though TWICE!!!
Hahahahaha... Then I tried to fool Mathias.
Heeeeeeeeeeeee~ Damn!! tdk berjaya.. Never mind..
First it was 2-0. He manage to fool me twice. Xpa xpa...
Then later tat nite. I took my revenge. I got him!! Smokin he got prank!!
Hhahaa...Ambik U...Naaaaaaaa....


Ok.... The whole day I was thinking how can I prank my LOVE.
heeeeeeeee~ Juz for fun bah. I wanna prank him on this day.
Job said, I should prank him,by asking him for a break up.
Saying that my family hates him bla bla bla.........
That was perfect prank though...hehe..
But I takut he ambi serious,so i tukar other plan.


Later tat night, I prank my love lah...
Then He got totally mad at me. He marah me like... I dun noe like wat.
My hati so kecik and I even cried to sleep. I thought he was mad at me for real!
Arghhhh!! Only to find out hours later, it was his April Fools prank on me.
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
That was the worst prank i ever had...
You got me Biey!! ApooO...jaik my dalink bah
huhhh..heehe... xD

I GOT PRANK by FRANK!! Sobs sobs** =[

Fooled,Fooling&Away.010409.

FREEDOM, WANTS and NEEDS

In order to persue my FREEDOM, WANTS and NEEDS.
I do things my way..Hahh!!

Yesterday, 28th March 2009.
I went out on a date!!!!!
Argghhhhhhhh! My very first date with my Love ;)
Finally,we did when out together ;))

I had a great time last night.
Even though it was only strolling around through the crowds of people.
Heeeeeeeeeeeee~ We did spend some quality time!!
Sat down and talk bout stuff.
Even counted the stars!
Heeeeeeeeeeeee~ He's so sweet.
He make me feel whole again!!

I'm missing him totally now and then.
Arghhh!! Hhaha,
I went home so late!! Around 1 a.m I reach home.
Uhhhh~ I got a limited pass out- Mind as well make use of it!! xD
Did't took any pictures though coz it was dark.
But, the memory of being with him...
will never be erased,still remain clear in mind =]

I'm Glad we made time for each other ;)

Miss his HUGS**
His TOUCH**
His SWEET SMILE**
His SPARKLE EYES**
His LAUGHTER**
MISS HIM!! MISS HIS COMPANION ;)

I HEART YOU Dalink!!
Hugs and Kisses
Annette~




♥Away&Angau.290309.6.17pm

Updated Blog and SPM result coming soon! SOON!!

Consuelo, Job and People people.
I've finally updated my blog. At last! Its not that complete yet. Not the way I want it too. Da 1 2 3 things missing. Will do it in the near future.

Special Info for Lolo Monkeyh and Jobby Rusa.
Who ask you two to view an unfinished blog. Hahaha...
This Rusa and Monkeyh of mine curi there way in here.
Haha..Hope you two don't brag bout me not updating my blog nemore.
See.Updated ody naaaa =] Special request fufill for you both.
I make myself rajin to update my darn looking blog.(Now not so that darn looking now) haha...


Anyway, I've spend my whole entire day today sitting in front of my PC. Seriouslly. I woke up around 8 a.m.Then I do my normal morning routine.(Bathroom.Wash Up..etc....) Then I watch TV... Feel so mengantok arhhh... Skipped breakfast then when on9. (for a while only) Then I went to bed again around 9a.m ++
Hahahahaaa... X jadi bangun sleep lor.
Woke around 2 P.M!! Wow I sleep so soundly.
Waduhhh ;)
Then bgn........Craving for foods.. After mandi I ate biscuits and drank tea 2.00 P.M in the afternoon.
Like I use to say to Job.(My world is terbalik)
Lunch is breakfast, Dinner is Lunch. Hahahaaa xD
As i gooble up my tea and chips more, I sat infront of my PC.
Then I realise. Sweet Shit. Tomorrow's SPM RESULT day!!
The terror...I can feel it. Urgghhhh!

Tut tut tut **

Then I called my Lalink Goobie Diana to update on her.
Tommorow, Mathias Apek and Diana and ....dunno who else gonna have a BBQ at the beach.
And I'm invited =]
Matt reminded me like a few days earlier already that he was goin to be there.
Hahahaaa.. He's alwez the reminder of mine.
Anyway, silly thing was. Matt did't actually told me there was goin to be a "PARTY"
Sweet shit again!! Luckily I called Diana. If x, I'd come tangan kosong. (Malu!!)

Anyway, berbalik to the SPM result.
I really am nervous.
I keep in touch to many of my friends today.
Suprisingly they all feel the same and as terified as I am =]
Some say its normal. I sure hope it does.
Well, Now its 5.01 am in the morning already.
Did't sleep the whole night =)
Hahaha....... Coz of so nervous.
I'm goin to be so buntau tommorow,I mean today.
Gonna be a BZ day, Goin to the bank to buy my Politeknik ID.
Then, my mum promise bawa me go see Parkson baru.(Which I havent havent visit yet since it change structure)
haha..So hard to foind parking bah.


OK lah.I dunno wat to mumble nemore.
Just wish me all the best.
And I wish all my kaban-kaban,
SPM 08 Candidate. All the best. Good Luck.
Lalinks- See you all.
Watever it is. Shout for Joy you/we did it!!
Stay rockin...Be calm..I'm calm calm calm ~_~

Its not like its end of the world (exact word my fren Gagan mutter to me today)

Ohh, God rescue me. Amen.

StayingCalmandAway.120309.5.07am.

Plan tak menjadi =[

Today, I was supose to go out with my kabans. ArgggH... sadly I couldn't make it coz I was at my cousins house. One week in advance already Mathias reminded me.
Every single dah. He'll go like this:

"Weihh, Sunday tok keluar"

"Weihh, kw jadi x ekot mek owg jalan?"

If tak pun he'll use Consuelo's name:

"Weihh, Elo suruh kau keluar Ahad tok."

Something like that lah..Hahaha...
Apek Matt memang very demanding.

Woke up around 8a.m. Lihat HP wahh... so many messages.
Awal-awal pagi already bangunkan orang. Sapa gik Matt lah.

"Kw dtg x tok? Mun kw xda transport Brandan boleh ambi."

Arrrhhh..I want to go really. So I mandi larr... Ahakss!! Then breakfast. Then I over heard Aunty cakap dengan Uncle.
"Wendy , minta ambi Jan lagi. Padah ke Jan."
Uhhh..Wendy balik. Alamak. Tak kan I wanna go if she's coming home.Hukhukkk~
So, tak sedap if I go out leaving my cousin at home.She could come along,but she's goin back to hostel again this evening so little time for her if she would went out with me.
Haiya, nevermind la...


CANCEL PLAN JALAN.
Sory guys. *Regrets*

While waiting for Wendy to come home.
I watch TV. Banyak tol cerita romantic.
Hakhak~ Kan Valentine's Day yesterday.

I rang Consuelo. No No No at first I rang
♥HIM♥
Ehek! Talk to ♥HIM♥
for a while. Then rang Consuelo.

Monkeyhhh!! Wahhhh....Looks like their havin fun... Hukhukkk.... She name one by one orang yang datang (Mok make me jelez lah tue.)
Hehe... Shaun pun ada!! Termasuk Goobie Diana. Yang tak datang was ME and Richie.(kan Elo?)
Then Consuelo pass the phone to Matt. Alu lah dengar Matt talking craps!! haha..(Ngegeh kw Matt)
So I talk to them quite lama juga larr...aha... Then hung up. Was kindda disapointed I choose not to go.
But~ yeah, after a while i felt ok lah lepas call Elo. She was cool with it.hehe~

So here's what they did today:


Played Bowling!!

Diana and Consuelo with her stocking. I recon she lend her bowling shoes to somebody else coz her ball masuk parit. Whahahaha~ Kidding!*~*


And this...Doodling...
They even doodle the keropok punya rapper.Crack punya kwn!! xD


Ouhh Ouhh... I got flu virus today. Was sneezing darn hard all day long!!
Did't even eat. Huhhhh. Wonder where I got it from. huhukk ~_~
That all for today.

AwayAndSneezing.150209.

IPTA Ohh IPTA ~

Wahh... I wake up very late today hohh. Tired eyhh. Hmmm wat i did today ohh?? Ahah!! Today I went to see the Lion Dance show at Boat Club =] Was so teruja to see the show though... (mcm budak kecik) Anyway, I actually did't know there was going to be a lion dance performance today. The Boat Club guard told my mum there is going to be a show later this evening. So, balik rumah my mum told me. =D I fikir-fikir macam malas nak pergi. Pergi tak - pergi tak.
Coz my lil sister xda at home.Akhirnya I per juga... Hahha XD
I went lahh with a few of my friends. hehe...
But I missed the lion dance performance on the tiang-tiang thing one. (Fuhh, I was late) A bit kecewa la tadi..ehee... I only sempat saw it from my house and on my way to the boat club.
Tapi tak clear la tengok dari rumah... Aiyaaa... Seee... Blur-blur sikit.


This year they made the performance at the yacht parking area. Last year was at the basket ball court. Hmmm... dunno why they change places...Maybe takut hujan.

Anyway... I was on time to see the Chinese drum show thingy.
Same like last years one.But I like it anyway ;)

After that... Me and my friends headed to the Boat Club bar to have some drinks and snacks. Ayoyoyo... haus dah tengok orang main tdi.ehe...

Agik ada show. ApooO..Tengok jak lah...


Later at Night...


Like usual I was meronda-ronda around the internet. Then i went to my Friedster to check my comments. One bulletin caught my eye.ehe...
Titled:Permohonan Kemasukan IPTA Fasa 2
At first i thought it was sum kind of bulletin joke. U noe sometimes they do that bah posting it with some kind of interesting title so that you would open it.
But I opened it anyway. XD And yeah It was true. haha... So I had a look lahh at my


Hmmm...My mind got really blur oldy... Seeing the list of IPTA's and Faculties to choose... Really dunno wat i want to choose lorrr...

Well...My minat?? Hmmm...Lets see...Aku mmg minat Multimedia and stuff.
But I feel like my interest is more to Science stuff.
As in Medical Feild. =]
Really wanna menceburi bidang Medical. Minat yang teramat sangat.All the multimedia stuff is just a hobby during my past time. But this MED FIELD is really my passion.
Unfortunately....... for person like me who doesn't takes Bio in my SPM.
Its very difficult for me to enter Medical Feild. There are but I cannot study as a doctor punya. Maybe juz nursing(Bidang Kejururawatan) & Farmasi
or even Teknologi Perubatan... Huhhh...I'll think about it lahh how.
Nevermind la, maybe Multimedia would do so also. Lets see how.
Ouhh, and i did apply at Politeknik oso. Not yet but WILL.
My teacher say,only can apply one week before SPM result. Or is it after SPM?? I oso lupa..haha... Hmmmm.... I apply jak apa yg ada.. Juz in case this one cannot.. I can go tat one... Pokoknya - janji I can sambung study and TAK terpaksa masuk F.6. Fuhhhh.... hrap2x my result alrite laaa.. Hope i wont get any Distinction which is a D. Sampai Credit is bad enough already. Aiiyaa
Dah dah dah... Dun want to worry myself. =S
I noe i gave my very best during SPM ;)Huhuh..Hopefully I pass with flying colors ;)
Weeeeeeee~!!

Amen.280109.

Favourite past time hobby- Watching FIRE WORKS.

Chinese New Year 2009... Jeng jeng jeng.
The one thing I've been looking forward to. Is the fire works display.
Not forgeting the Ang Pow also la. hehe** =D
Sanggup tdo lambat. This years fire works semuanya amazing-amazing belaka. =]
CNY falls on the 26th of Jan this year.
25th was my cousin's Wendy Birthday.heeeheeeE~







Wendy's turning 17 this year. Aha... Her full name is Helda Wendy Reine.
Haha..nama saya Reine... =D **
But she's mostly known by her second name Wen-Dy.
My CRACK. cousin.
Anyway, mok tahu sapa Wendy.
Inilah orangnya

Heeheee.


We threw a Birthday Party for her.(like the usuals each person's Birthday is always celebrated)
Its just among us families only. Not many people la. Small yet great Birthday gathering.

Late Late LATE that night. ** After the koroeke**

We waited for the clock to strike 12 midnite.
Weee...Chinese New Year Eve.

Itu Bunya-bunga sunnguh cantik.
LoOk O-O







I Have new HOBBY... Tengok BUNGA API!! heehheeeeeee~